This was the first week where I haven’t had dance every day,
and to be honest it felt great! I have had so much time on my time on my hands
this past week. I haven’t had this much
time on my hands in a long time. I have been able to get my homework early,
studied for my tests for two hours instead of studying 10 minutes before; also,
I have been able to hang out with my family and friends.
Now that I only dance two days a week instead of five I feel
less stressed, I feel a lot more accomplished and I feel that I have managed my
time a lot more. Time management has been a struggle for me from the start, but
now that I have been starting to cut things down like dance, I feel like I have
somewhat been able to manage my time. I
think my struggle with time management will get a lot better once I start
realizing that I can’t do everything at once. But cutting down dance has been a
big step for me, I am glad that I made this decision.
I am starting to
think I might just want to take the rest of the year off, so I can continue to
focus on my degree and career. The only thing about quitting dance is that I
know my mom will not be happy with me, I say that because, she has always supported
me dancing since I will three, and she is kind of one of those competitive
moms, so I think she is going to be a little disappointing, especially since competition
season is here. Another reason why I don’t
want to take the year off is I will probably get really bored not dancing, I have
been doing it since I was three I don’t know what it’s going to be like if I take
a year off. I just don’t want to make the wrong choice, I think I need to go with what is right which
is to focus on school.
Wow. Taking the rest of the year off of dance is a HUGE step to make. You're in the euphoria stages right now, but how will you feel a month from now when you start itching to dance again?
ReplyDeleteAt some point you'll stop dancing, right, unless you're planning a professional career as a dancer or dance instructor? What are your future plans with dancing? Are there any other activities you want to try that you haven't because you didn't have the time?